29 years ago today


29 years ago today the vehicle I was in was hit by a drunk driver. I don’t celebrate the day that changed my life, too painful.

My life ended 29 years ago today and a new life began. A life filled will pain and seizures, the good in it is what I have done since then. What I have built for myself through the pain. A lot of things ended 29 years ago,new things have happened since then, some I am truly grateful for, some not so much. I lost a lot, but gained as well. NO I don’t celebrate today.

I died 29 years ago today, I came back 29 years ago today. The struggles I face still stem from 2 accidents around that time about 8 months apart. I am reminded daily of those days, no way I can not think of it daily. I’ve had a migraine everyday since then,a permanent reminder of that day. I suffer from seizures due to and stemming from those events. But it tends to keep me humble.

I got few blessings from those events, the only thing it’s done is change how I view the world. I don’t remember most of my life before those accidents most of it was wiped out; due to the head trauma I received. I changed a lot.

I want to thank those who have stood by me in my struggles since then, those who I rely on and help me get through each day. Those who never left my side or said I’m faking all the trauma, that at times is daily still. I also want to tell those who have left because of my condition thank you as well, you made me strong to face it on my own. I have learned so much from being like this over the years.

I’ll end it on this note, live your life to it’s fullest you never know when it will could end, it might be a blink of an eye and it’s over.

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