Monthly Archives: September 2016

In the eyes of a child..

When I was a child I saw the world around me in black, white and grey. Like the old time cartoons of my youth. Everything was clear no harsh blurred lines. I understood everything, felt safe and in control. Then a stranger comes in, disguised as a friend and tears my world apart; and opens my child eyes to the real world of living color and I am no longer safe. I can’t go back to that safe world of black and white. Everytime I shut my eyes now I dream in color. No more safety of the simple world of a child. They then wonder why I scream and am angry. I was robbed of my innocence and part of me was broken for a lie. No one offered to make it right only make it stop. It ended and now the hole is still there. I’ve felt the bitterness of a friend turn away and threaten to kill me and my family. I seen the dangers that lies cause and am frightened and scared. I put up with people who don’t understand me telling me I’m wrong and stupid. I am belittled and picked on because I am different then most of the others. I am upset and lonely because no one understands me. I wish it all would stop.
And time freezes. Stuck there is the child wanting the world to change. Understanding as a child. Looking now through eyes of a man I still see the horror, the pain, the chaos of the world and I still understand it as a child. But I have a different outlook on it. The child was made to wake up too early and is scared and frightened of the dark. But there is nothing in the dark that isn’t there in the light. The child must learn that he is not alone. There are people there who have been through the same things and felt the same way. There are times when things go haywire and everything is going to hell in a hand basket and then they stop and your left there going “um”.
You realize the world was never in black and white that your parents let you stay there till you were old enough to view the real world in living color. Because they knew that once you see the truth there is no going back inside the egg where it was safe. They protect you as long as they can and hope that everything they teach you sinks in and helps you in life.
I write this from the eyes of my child’s inner me. Looking at it with eyes wide open. Not trying to fix a problem with my eyes shut tight never seeing the whole truth. I wish more people understood me.

To my son, “I do understand…”

I wrote this to my son on 20071221 when he was going through a rough time in life.

Taught to be the SAME, then PUNISHED for being a COPY.

The world we have built.

We are told from birth what to think, then are criticized for plagiarizing someone else. Told to conform and be like everyone else, then criticized for not being different; yet punished if you are different. Told who to believe, and then yelled at for believing them. I hate HUMANS at times. Believing in false crap, lead blindly by peer pressure and the need to conform to the crowd, as if somehow the crowd was correct; which often it is not. Often taking one small detail and making it the only thing that matters when often it is the least of what matters, and then following it blindly to destruction. What a waste.

HUMANS have such great potential, yet most lack the drive or willingness to evolve into something more. Others are thrown fighting and flailing into that evolution. The truth is not blind, and does not care for your feelings, nor your opinion of it, it just is. All those things are your reactions to it. Being blind and hurt feeling about the truth is the way you cope with it till you except it. Once accepted you see clearly that your awakening spoke to the truth.


Remember this the next time you salute the flag and pledge your allegiance to the people who did this.

THE TRUTH IS THE TRUTH if you’re pissed off at me you’re pissed off at the wrong person in the disagreement. Go look long into the mirror and tell that person to open their eyes.

I love the idea of AMERICA, I offered to give my life for it, then found out it was a big lie, pushed by peer pressure and conformity to follow blindly and do as your told. Where in the HELL is that called freedom? AMERIKA that’s where. Made to stand and pledge our allegiance to the OLIGRACHY and their symbols they’ve used to brainwash the masses into obedience. Told we are free but can’t see the bars around us all.

Then shamed and ridiculed for not being like the rest. My god what has the planet come too. and yet it will get worse you people will see to it you just can’t stand on your own. YES the HUMAN RACE time and time again lets me down.

 mcdonalds flag

McDonald’s corprate flag

 us flag


Can anyone tell me what the difference is? Would you give as much shit for the top one as you do the bottom one? Would you cuss out some one for not standing and doing the pledge to the top one as you do the bottom one? Yet they are both the same.

How are we supposed to salute the flag of the country that’s doing this to the people overseas to keep us safe? I do not support this fascist dictatorial oligarchy that is built to rule the empire called EARTH.
I will not pledge my allegiance to the oligarch rag. I can’t help that so many have gone and died to push this myth. As a SOLDIER my honor will not allow me to be blinded by fear of what others will say or do.
And in the supposed land of the free why are we told what to do and how to do it. If someone doesn’t believe the way you do that is their right. Simple as that. If you do not want to honor the killing of innocent people that is your choice, just as is your vote. More later.

Take a good hard look at history here for a moment. Seems every war in the past 100 years has been the result of a false flag or psyop to get it going to bring about more and more control over the peoples of the planet. They stage fake events then tell you, you need to be behind your country right or wrong. Well fuck them, if it is WRONG then it is WRONG and going along to get along is more than WRONG. Men and women have given their lives to push the lie and we are supposed to somehow feel this gratitude for the WRONG actions of the global elite? If all being a PATRIOT means is following the crowd because the masses are indoctrinated and brainwashed into a way of being then FUCK that as well. FREE humans don’t need it.

Another thought, some of the same people who show outrage at not standing for the pledge or anthem, will not think twice about passing a vet on the street and shaming them or ignoring them. A lot of our vets are homeless and out of work but you don’t see the same sentiment towards them as you do the worship of the state or the flag. Think about it for a few minutes when you are pissed at someone not doing the worship.

The lies we allow to go unchallenged today will be the false truths they will build the future on.

FEDBOOK BOMB: Rocket taken out by UFO

Using “A US LAUNCH REPORT PRODUCTION”‘s video of the event. Saved from
I cut the 1.20/second clip from the video that shows the object come zipping in and before it gets over the rocket the rocket gases explode and a bright flash of what looks like a laser or a concentrated beam flashes. Then boom.

Two screen capture I did of the event. Clearly show there is something there. One is in negative the other is X-RAY basically the same but shows something that moves very quickly. For one thing it is moving too fast to be any damn bird. Plus it’s too big of an object to be a bird. I will label it a UFO because I can’t IDENTIFY it and to date no one has been able to so we’ll leave it as UFO. Not saying it was ALIENS saying the object has yet to be IDENTIFY so it is UNIDENTIFIED. I AM TIRED of having to explain simple shit for stupid persons who refuse to learn. UFO’s are not always SPACE ALIENS, THE U stands for UNIDENTIFIED, THE F stands for FLYING, THE O stands for OBJECT. And for you FLAT EARTHERS it’s a mirage or purple people eater because things can’t fly in the atmosphere or some other stupid shit you’ll come up with..

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I’m going to try and do a video showing it slowed down by hand. Close to frame by frame as I can get it.


Seems to be a missing frame in the event, right here.. The object is not over the rocket when it explodes, it goes from this frame to the next which shows the explosion already in progress. Just doesn’t seem correct for some reason. It’s too quick to get enough frames to view the time line equipment I have doesn’t like small time frames.


4 frames of the event, this is how quick it happened. Less than 2 seconds. It seems that there’s a missing frame of time in the sequence of events. One FRAME of film seems to be missing, is it because of the speed of the object or some other explanation? I’ve spent enough time on this I have other NEWS to cover. This one I put down as SABATOGE. Stay Tuned.